The devil made me do it!

Sitting at home 2 days before Thanksgiving 11/24/2015 and thinking about my brother, the one who is gone. I suppose there are a lot of things to be thankful for and to discuss regarding my brother Justin. However I am not feeling in that kind of mood. I just miss him and our conversations, laughs, shared moments and glances. While I am thankful to have these things and to have experienced them with him but I find no thankfulness or gratitude towards his absence. He is missed and he is often thought about. I miss you Justin. I used to say "the devil made me do it" as a child when caught being mischievous. These occasions often included Justin as an accomplice. The devil made me do it.

Justin you are missed again

Justin - Paradise City

LOE 2004

Posted by Nic Sagez on Friday, March 18, 2011

Justin you are missed

Justin, you will be missed.

Golden Gargoyles 2004 - Justin Marcucci

Posted by Nic Sagez on Friday, March 18, 2011

Today I have been thinking about you brother and realizing how the weight of mourning your loss has been heavy and more difficult than I could have imagined. You are missed and remembered every single day by not only myself but lots of people have you on their minds. This year we did another beard of remembrance in your honor. We started growing on the anniversary of your death, March 16th and grow for at least 1 month. Here is what I have at 28 days. Before and after:

4 years

On 3/16/15 We just crossed the 4 year mark of Justin's death and I would have to say this has been the most difficult year so far. I miss you brother and I am slowly realizing that you are not coming back.